Saturday, January 06, 2007
Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand
I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart
I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never gonna work out I love you, GOODBYE
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
6:02 PM
hmn.. so the real cheering practice already started yesterday.. and boy my body is so freakin' aching! argh.. part ako ng pyramid sa pep squad.. ako yung isa sa ihahagis nila.. whaha.. joke.. corny ko talaga! anyway.. so, the pyramid people didn't do anything yesterday.. tambay tambay lang sa field.. naka- upo.. kasama na rin ako dun..
then when i got home.. my legs we're soo sore.. even though i didn't exactly do anything during the practice.. i can't move well.. it's still aching right now.. waah! ano ba yan?!
then get this.. yung submission ng project namin sa computer which is flash is on monday and my flash ain't working normally.. argh! nakakainis! ayoko na ng flash.. it's so darn hard!
last wednesday night, malapit na ako matapos sana dun sa flash ko.. then i decided to save it.. when i was about to click the save button.. biglang may lumabas.. ERROR..
DARN iT!!!!!!!
then nawala.. all those hard work.. yung pagpupyat ko para lang dun sa darn na flash na yun.. nawala.. marami pa naman akong nagawa dun.. argh! darn!! #*@! tss! argh! darn!
ayoko na talaga.. so gumawa na lang ako ng bago.. it was working fine na.. i continued it today.. when i tried to play it.. darn it! darn it! darn it!
that stupid ERROR went out again..
ayaw nang gumana ng flash qoh!!!!
stupid!!! argh! ayaw ko na!
galit na ako.. i've had enough of this darn thing!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!
-mad-
-furious-
-outraged-
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
1:07 PM
